Do you know why some of us are Paula Abdul fans Some of us are recovering bulimics, or recovering cutters. Paula made us realize that we need to live life to the fullest everyday and never take a day for granted. Why cant she be herself All of her fans know that loopy, crazy Paula, is the Paula we love, and if you cant accept that, then you obviously have no idea, or life for that matter. The rumors spread about Paula, hurt Paula, just as much as they hurt her fans. Paula has a neck problem called Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy, or RSD, She has 4 titanium plates in her neck, and has had numerous surgeries. She's in alot of pain, therefor she injects herself with Humira, not Heroine, or an anti-depressent. She isnt like that, and it's time to stop these rumors.