I am writing concerning the guardianship on my behalf. I want to be able to prove to people that i can take of my self. I want to be able to make my own decisions and financial decisions on my own. Right now with my mom being my guardian i feel like she has a higher authority over me instead of just being my mother. I want that relationship back that i used to have with her but the guardianship i feel like is getting between us and cant have that mother daughter relationship all the time because all we do is fight all the time now. I cant open up to my mom about anything anymore because im afraid of what she will say if i tell her something important. I used to be able to tell her everything now i cant tell her everything because she is both my mother and my guardian and it is keeping us from having a healthy relationship with each other. I dont feel like i can do anything right when it comes to this because in the end she always make me feel like a failure, or that im not good enough. I feel like if given a chance i can prove myself to everyone that i can take care of myself.Without given a chance i cannot fail and not try than to try and not fail. I really want to probve that i can be a normal person in a normal world instead of using my disability against me. I dont want that to stand in my way of life. It will always be a part of me but that dont mean nothing to me. Sincerely, Ashley Rowland