My angel, my all, get back with me,  my very self, Dear Jonna, i know i have done some serious mistakes, i have promised that these things will not be repeated, it breaks my heart that after 4 years of serious love i should not be given a chance now, you had the same situation with me and i took you back, now is th time i have the possibility to make our life very happy, now that i want to see and discover things together with you, i have realized that i love you more than anything in my life, i have thought of suicide, but that wouldn't bring you back to me,   "If you haven't found something worth dying for, you aren't fit to be living" Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.

i know that honesty, trust and respect are the most important values in relations and this is my goal now, to be as nice to you, to give you back a small part of your generosity, to live happy with you.

What a useless waste of time - Why this deep sorrow when necessity speaks - can our love endure except through sacrifices, through not demanding everything from one another; can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine - Oh God, look out into the beauties of nature and comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything and that very justly - thus it is to me with you, and you with me. But you forget so easily that I must live for me and for you; if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I - My journey was a fearful one

You are suffering, my dearest creature -  Ah, wherever I am, you are with me - I will arrange it with you and me that I can live with you. What a life!!!! thus!!!! without you - pursued by the goodness of mankind hither and thither - which I as little want to deserve as I deserve it - Humility of man towards man - it pains me - and when I consider myself in relation to the universe, what am I and what is He - whom we call the greatest - and yet - herein lies the divine in man - I weep when I reflect that you will probably not receive the petition untill sometime from now- Much as you love me - I love you more - But do not ever conceal yourself from me -Oh God - so near! so far! Is not our love truly a heavenly structure, and also as firm as the vault of Heaven? 

Good morning, Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, not and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can only live wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the lands of spirits - Yes unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - My angel, - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve out purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. -Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of you beloved.  ever thine ever mine        ever ours

most of this is copied from beethoven's love letters. if it doesn't make you come back with me, i think it means you have no love left in your heart.

Dear friends, please sign this petition, you might have been in a situation like this, helpless, tried everything you could and you thought should have a great effect, but somehow you feel it's still unjust, one thing is for sure, i will never give up. i know your love is true and huge to me as well as mine is to you.