I am Apologizing out right to Lee Valentine, I didn't think when I was a little younger, and surrounded by prude actions of people in my house hold that any hate may have been taken as Jealousy or otherwise. I am sorry, that you thought at all I was homophoic, I was mad that you guys kept attacking me, all of you, and you out right picked on me behind my back, calling me "Annoying" "Ugly.'' I finally got fed up with everything and decided to do something about it, I am apologizing because I AM LGTBQ and I did NOT want to come off as a hater.

a lot of drama has happened because of me, and I am deeply sorrowful; and regretful of the way I had been acting, it is my actions, but I am no criminal, and I will stand my ground until the day I am dead, to prove to you the issues were because of my up bringing, yes I am a slower learner because of it as well.

I didn't think because I was so egotistical , and unsure of myself, that it would hurt . I AM NOT jealous of Lee, nor did I sleep with people to get where I was/ am.

Rumors hurt, and I strongly urge to avoid drama. I am asking people to send this to her, to have her know I DID applaud her when she came out, for a reason, I myself am Pansexual. and for you guys to say I AM NOT AN LGTBQ? THAT is rude, to me you guys are WELCOMING.

But all of you at one point are guilty for treating someone who was obviously mis-raised, as an Animal. I don't want a pity party for me, I want people to know I am sorry, I have since moved from my Toxic Environment.

I did need help. I was dealing with Abuse, that I now can talk about. I was acting out because I didn't have a parent ( Unlike she says) that was there. My Grandma Karen Lee Hoover, loved wrestling as much as I did, and I'm doing everything in my power to prove I am innocent.

I don't know coding very well, I did put my information up because I wanted you guys to know I am truthful. I NEVER wanted to come off as a bully, but inform you guys what you were doing was hurting me.

I ask you, is drama worth it in the end?

I would've gladly taken you up on Helping my AVI, but you never probably realized, it was due to where I was raised, and how I was raised, that I came off at all homophobic,etc.

I don't want to be my Mother. and I'm Sorry.

I apologize, Lee.